Tuesday, December 9, 2008

shoutout to ANNA F.

Foods 11 class was okay. haha mr genser demo-ed pancakes. yummy, they were pretty good:)
I had this deep convo with Anna F. wow. made me realize that i'm not the only one thinking certain things. (i love talking to you. you're so easy to relate to)

omg...french was a bummer. i failed the quiz. like wtfrick. mrs kats thinks i didn't studied. i came in late for school b/c i had a doctors appointment. i get into the classroom im not even there for five minutes and then ...she gives us a quiz. if i just had five minutes maybe i wouldn't have gotten mixed up with the future cond/ant.

english was okay. i guess..HAH. i handed in my project. at least i got that checked off my list.

On another note. me dixie and jess were practicing for the talent show after school. we're making progress....slowly. i hope we do a good job. annd.....while we were there, the boys came in. they listenend to our song. we sang sanctus. then araujo tried to make fun of dixie; he tried to harmonize to our talent show songs.- freaking screwed everything up. i couldn't concentrate after that. oh yeah. and then when i was trying to figure out riffs, he told me to drop my jaw. like wth.- i swear. he's making me feel so bad. cannnnn yooouu pppleeassse compliment me for once. im tired of you telling me what im doing wrong. i can take constructive criticism, but after a whillleee....i hope we have a decent performance. well, actually why am i saying this? i know we're going to do a good job. lately, i've been so used to stating the negative. i'm gonna try to say something positive.

oh yeah. and i was reading courtney's blog.

9:20 PM oh and you know what pisses me off too, not being rewarded for working your fucking ass off so fucking hard, and then get criticized about how you don't work hard enough.
- courtney hui.

I TOTALLY GET THAT.
thankyou courtney for saying it. someone has to say it.

oooooppss..theree goes me trying to be positive. haaahh. whatever.

3 comments:

a.francia said...

:D, I was so shocked when I saw ANNA F..... SHENETTE!!! I havent even read it yet, but I LURBBS YOU! anytime you need another one of those call me up okay! I love you to death roomie!

Anonymous said...

shen you're cute and I love you. expect some mail.

SHA!NE said...

"lately, i've been so used to stating the negative."

I'm rubbing off on you. I'm so sorrry. Haha.

And to Courtney's quote

The only advice I can give you for that is just don't care about it. I know its hard not to care but you have to try. You shouldn't care what people think about you because you're not living for them, you're living for yourself. Sounds selfish but sometimes you have to learn how to make yourself feel happy first in order to make others feel happiness, if that makes sense. (I heard it from somewhere.) and yes, it's easier said then done but it doesn't make it impossible. I believe in you!