I have no idea if it's just me, but i've been so tired lately. Haven't slept in a while and i feel crappy at school. the only reason i go to school really is for all my friends; they make me happy:) oh and of course for choir.  that makes me happy too. well sometimes...not too much lately i've been doing my best except it feels like you know you're doing your best and nobody can  freakin appreciate it. i give it my all every single day. i always show up. i do all my homework. i practice my music. what more am i supposed to do??