well, i haven't posted in a while. so.
i came back from my trip about a week ago and i had fun! its disneyland (the happiest place on earth) and going there felt like i fufilled a dream or something. i know-im weird like that.

im bracing myself- for THIS WEEKEND. its gonna be choir x a bajillion. and i cant lose my voice and i have to hit all my notes and crap. :s sometimes you feel like the whole weight of the world is on your shoulders. im sooo up and down with choir- i feel like i want to be appreciated. and no im am NOT trying to act like a freaking DIVA, but sometimes all i need is the "good job" or "keep it up" or something- it helps. *ahem *cough araujo. after choir practice shaine sat with me and he was "being sad" with me. he knows how i feel- LOVE YOU SHAINE:) (shhhh. don't show anna r. haha j/k)- if you're reading this.

im actually quite drained. and i kinda b*tched (excuse my language) at araujo because i was soooo drained. and he has to understand that i cant always hit my notes after being awake for like 12 hours, and singing at the same time. at least ms wilks understands. she totally had my back and she sang my note for me.- i think araujo was like wth? but whatever. i think he knew i was kinda mad with him !#$%$^!^ arrgh. i did well for chamber this morning anyways. my point is, that even when i hit the notes and do everything, i dont really feel complimented or encouraged. but when i do something by mistake, clearly, something is wrong and araujo shoots me a look.
...............................in other news. S RIBS, and my foods group, saved me a piece of that pasta that we made today! they're soo nice. they know i was really mad about not being in school today. i love them:)
...............this weekends gonna be soooo busy. OH EM GEE.