omg 12 straight hours of walking; feels like ive done a marathon:/ im tired.

so...im officially in L.A. and i feel weird.

i guess its cause im in the states and i have no idea where i am. i hope i don't feel like this for the rest of the trip. its actually kind of awkward.:/ 

i hope tomorrow will be better.

good luck chamber for tomorrow's performance!- break a leg:) i miss you guys alot!!

so today, im stuck at home babysitting. its ok, really, cause my brother and his friend are sooo quiet that i feel like im the only one in the house.

yesterday we had our pj party for choir!

suprisingly, it went by very fast:) 

i feel kinda weird. even though im going away for a week, i feel as if my heart's in two places. im actually gonna miss choir and i'll be thinking of you guys when you're performing and eating your hearts out at cactus club with araujo! i hope you guys have lots of fun and i know you can do it!

since i got my L, i haven't started driving. BUT TODAY I DID! yay! im so happy; its not that bad. you just have to get the hang of it and then its okay. haha my daddy took me out driving; he kinda suprised me. and while i was driving (in this army battlement centre's parking lot) i could totally see my brother and my dad's expressions from behind. holy crap! they were so uptight and they thought i was gonna suck like crazy. there was so much freaking tension in the car. THEY THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO KILL THEM OR SOMETHIN. well i DIDNT. and after i could tell that they were starting to relax and they seemed more at ease. they also seemed quite suprised by the fact that for my first time i actually wasn't that bad. it was actually quite funny; my brother was being a back seat driver and my dad was just hollering at me, telling me what to do next (as if i didn't know:/)

now i want to drive some more!

BRING IT ON:)!

im bored.........just waiting for days to pass. 

well, today wasn't sooo bad

i went shopping! but of course, ever since i got a job and got laid off, i've had a little bit of money. SO, my mom makes me buy everything i want myself. i hate it:( but whatever, i've been buying stuff for myself (not to mention, i've been stricking up good deals) 

last week: i bought three purses and a pair of gladiator sandals!

this week: i bought a cardigan, two pairs of khaki shorts, and sneakers!!

sometimes i guess im spoiled. its weird that way; there's always something i want and im never really satisfied; looks like a bad habit :-0. well, its not like i blow my money off all the time:/

ITS OFFICIALLY SPRING BREAK! DISNEYLAND IN 5 DAYS:)

im soooo excited. but it feels weird at the same time. i've never gone anywhere with my family like this (i've only been to sri lanka with them) this is prettttty big, for me at least.

even though its spring break, i still have choir practice on monday (but at least its gonna be pj day) haha. i remember last years. i can't believe a year has passed; everything goes by sooo fast. 

today we got course selections. its kinda weird. i know i want to get into arts in university/college but im not tooo sure what to take. the good thing is that i have options and everything somehow seems to fit *knock on wood. 

CHOIR: was soooo gay. ms wilks got mad. holy crap she was fuming at all the girls for last practice. and she made us fill out this form for why we did/didn't attend and what we did during that time. AND. she made us put our cellphones on the piano, regardless of whether they were in our bags or in our hands/pockets.

im kind of tired of ms wilks..........i want araujo to come back:/ (i think i need a mix of both to stay alive:)

im kinda waiting for this week to end faster. i kinda like school (i know im gay that way), but at the same time, i want another break. AKA SPRING BREAK!

so...i just finished watching an episode of  jon and kate plus 8 on my mac; its the puppies episode. OMG. I LOVE PUPPIES<3>

i want a new cell phone soooo badly. :( 

today went pretty fast. but it was kinda  slacker day. i miss everybody:( COME BACK ALREADY:/)i have chamber tomorrow. with ms wilks (i think)  o joy! i want the weekend to come soo bad!

OMG ITS MARCH!
so...personally i think this week's gonna be pretty boring- seeing that all my favourite people are gone:(
-paolo, mike and crew
-my daddy's in florida:(
-mr araujos gone too and we have ms wilks for the whole week. (that in itself is not that huge of a bummer:/- i like both of them:)
.....it's just weird when that many people are gone for the WHOLE WEEK.
i can't wait till this week's gonna be over