ASHLAND in 6hours 18minutes.

so the grade8 retreat went by pretty fast today! all in all, i think we did a good job:).
however the first thing that happened...disturbed me.

blonde kid (im not posting his name up to save me from embarrassement; im not a cougar, im just stating that 10 years later he wouldn't look as bad): looks at me while im walking around the front area of the retreat room, turns to my brother while they're sitting down, and says, "gorgeous..."
brother: in dismay with an (are you nuts*) look on his face
Me: i saw it happen. my reaction (*wtf.) turn around and distract myself while trying to process the information in my head
a grade 8 just hit on me WTF.
im sure you're all like, "secretly she likes it" but secretly "I DONT!"
............that's soo weird.
excuse me............................im still disturbed.

soo i came home today and asked my brother just to make sure what happened.
me: so what exactly did you he say to you when you sat down?
brother': uhhh...i don't really think you wanna know (*conversation getting awkward).........EWWWWWWWW.
then he told me.. with a crazed look on his face
END OF STORY.
CREEPED ME OUUTT.
OKAY ILL SHUTUP NOW:$

im in love with our new chamber song. it makes me want to cry.
after the SPM retreat, i felt so good and this music just came out at the right time. Its like a release, from misery and you theres a lot of emotion. I dont know why, but this is a song, that i wanna experience "that moment" with....

im leaving for my spm retreat tomorrow:)

i wanna come out of it with a better attitude, and some confidence to do the things i need to do.

here's to hoping that i'll come out of it feeling the same way last year; i felt amazing...apparently that's what a spiritual high feels like

& its times like these, that im glad i have oppurtunities like this:)

pls pray for me.

going to gallagher lake tomorrow. & i have to pack my bags!
i really want school to start, and i have no idea why!

so yesterday, went to the gym, saw jess! time passes by so much more quickly when you have someone to talk to:)
then later my mom said we could go see a movie- julie & julia. movie was okay, laughed a little bit, but (i dont know why im comparing this to it) not as good as the proposal!
so of course we were hungry before the movie started......it was stealth, haaha . she wanted a mcflurry so we went to mcdonalds got mcflurries, and snuck them in her purse and ate them! mmm .. they were soo good.

i haven't updated in a while. so here it goes...

i did the GROUSE GRIND. omg it was soo hard, but i survived. i mean i literally climbed up a mountain. and i was huffing and puffing the whole way and i stopped like a million times:/

just came back from savary island. i was practically out of civilization for about a week!

saw my friends a couple of days ago. so much fun, laughing my head off, i missed you guys!

maybe going to gallagher in about a week.......

working out at the gym. and i finally have another partner to work out with cause jessie finally joined!

im convinced so far this summer i lost about 7pounds, and im going to keep it that way!